Friday, August 31, 2007

I think we may have an answer...

Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) develops after a terrifying ordeal that involved physical harm or the threat of physical harm. The person who develops PTSD may have been the one who was harmed, the harm may have happened to a loved one, or the person may have witnessed a harmful event that happened to loved ones or strangers.

PTSD was first brought to public attention in relation to war veterans, but it can result from a variety of traumatic incidents, such as mugging, rape, torture, being kidnapped or held captive, child abuse, car accidents, train wrecks, plane crashes, bombings, or natural disasters such as floods or earthquakes.

People with PTSD may startle easily, become emotionally numb (especially in relation to people with whom they used to be close), lose interest in things they used to enjoy, have trouble feeling affectionate, be irritable, become more aggressive, or even become violent. They avoid situations that remind them of the original incident, and anniversaries of the incident are often very difficult. PTSD symptoms seem to be worse if the event that triggered them was deliberately initiated by another person, as in a mugging or a kidnapping. Most people with PTSD repeatedly relive the trauma in their thoughts during the day and in nightmares when they sleep. These are called flashbacks. Flashbacks may consist of images, sounds, smells, or feelings, and are often triggered by ordinary occurrences, such as a door slamming or a car backfiring on the street. A person having a flashback may lose touch with reality and believe that the traumatic incident is happening all over again.

Not every traumatized person develops full-blown or even minor PTSD. Symptoms usually begin within 3 months of the incident but occasionally emerge years afterward. They must last more than a month to be considered PTSD. The course of the illness varies. Some people recover within 6 months, while others have symptoms that last much longer. In some people, the condition becomes chronic.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Total eclipse of the heart

Here are some pictures we took of the eclipse...


Half eclipse:


Full eclipse:





Back to half eclipse:





I find it amusing that the closest pictures we took are from outside our apartment but we went to the boonies to get "good" pictures of the full eclipse.

Monday, August 27, 2007

Bert's voice has the power to give me multiple orgasms

Deep affection

What is the meaning of "love"? Is it when you care about someone so much you can't be away from them longer than 8 hours? Is it when your heart jumps in your throat every time they kiss or hug you? Does the amount of years you've been with someone define love? I've heard that people use the term too "loosely". I somewhat agree with that but that doesn't mean I wouldn't mind hearing someone tell me they love me. Do those three little words really need to be said to prove how much you care about someone? Where did that word come from? What makes that word so special that it has to be said and if it's not said, does this mean you're not loved? I wanted to be like all my friends who have their bf's calling them all the time and telling them how much they love them. I have someone who is such a good person and who I can't be without. He has proved to me that he cares about me deeply so why am I bothered by this? If he were to tell me he loves me, would I get tired of hearing it? These are all questions I don't think anyone could answer. I look back on this and realize that I don't need to be told things that everyone else is. I have something that is unique and special. I wouldn't give that up for anything, not even three little words.

Friday, August 24, 2007

On-site manager

Who is this sad little woman? Why does she dress like she just came from a brothel? I wonder if she has ever experienced what this city has to offer. Everyday when I leave the apartment she's either outside fiddling with the garbage cans or talking to her cat. When I come home, she's quick to check who's coming up the stairs. I sometimes feel bad for this lonely person but the majority of the time I wish she would get a life.

We were given a set of rules we have to abide by while we live in this apartment. Has this woman ever read any of the rules she expects us to follow? She is the loudest person I have ever met. The first week we lived here, we were ready to push her ass down the stairs every time we saw her. At 7:00am every morning we were woken up by her pounding on the walls and vacuuming. Vacuuming at 7:00am???? After she stomped around her apartment for a few hours, she gets ready to leave. How do I know she's getting ready to leave? She stands by her front door with a huge set of keys and fiddles around for what I don't know but it sounds like she's throwing her key set at her doorknob. She opens her front door and slams it so hard, my whole apartment shakes. Finally, there's a moment of silence but before I could enjoy it, I hear her "come fuck me" heels clanking towards the staircase and slowly down each step. Clank...clank...clank...OMG!

I have seriously thought about putting a personal ad out for her so someone can fuck her and maybe shut her ass up. She used to live next door to us but she recently moved across from us. Great. Now we have to see her every time we open our door. The noise hasn't stopped nor do I think it ever will.

To the woman who lives across from us:
Get a life and stay the fuck out of ours. I hate that you exist and I'm constantly kicking myself in the ass for believing I got a good deal when the lease was signed. Please stop dressing like a hooker. I have my own tits, I don't need to see yours. I hope you someday find someone or something that will keep you from pressing your face against your kitchen window and watching our every move. Until then...please leave us alone and stop looking in our apartment every time we open the door.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

How to be a better boyfriend 101

It's official...I am no longer a blog virgin.

What will my first entry be about? BOYFRIEND SCHOOL. There should seriously be a place where guys can be taught what to/not to do when they have a gf. There probably is some sort of training out there but I bet it only teaches men how to be even more oblivious to their loved ones feelings and gives them advice on how to get laid regardless of what mood their gf is in.

Where did my inspiration come from you ask? My darling bf. He's a good guy, don't get me wrong. He still does things without thinking about who his actions will affect though. Everyone makes mistakes but after being with someone for over 3 years, you should know by now the things you need to avoid. Women are not the ones who are complicated, so don't try to blame us. Communication is the key factor here. A simple phone call can make a HUGE difference. So, all of you bfs out there that live with your gf...call your girl if you're going to be late or you want to go chill with your friends for a while after work! Don't think of it as "checking in", it's called being courteous.

When you actually do call your gf and your friends are around, don't talk to her like she's just some random person. Who gives a shit what your friends think of you sweet talking your lady. The friends who give you shit, try to influence you to ignore your gf, & do things they know will piss her off are jealous of the fact that you have a gf and they want someone who will love them too. Don't be afraid to stand up to your buddies when you're in love. You don't go home to your buddies, right? Why would you want to piss off the one you share a bed with then? Think before you act! These are simple guidelines, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out how to be in a good relationship. If you think about it, relationships aren't hard work. People make them hard by acting like dumb fucks.

This concludes the first lesson in Boyfriend School. There definitely will be more lessons to come so stay tuned!